

but there was a time in our lives, when we never fought.
all summer, I tried so hard. I tried to show you how I wouldn’t hurt you, how I’d be there for you whenever, how I loved you? I was faithful. but you, you weren’t, was I not enough for you? Obviously having just me wasnt good enough.

im doing at all anymore. someone help me?
& i wish i was home. its raining outside & i absolutly love it <3
nough’ said.
waking up to see you sound asleep on the couch next to me.
because alot has been going on lately.
well things have changed, even the past 2 weeks. I think things are getting better? but sometimes I really can’t tell. Can someone really change as fast as your telling me that you’re going to change. I don’t know. Things are crazy lately, but good at the same time. Maybe I’m just waiting for you screw up, & I shouldn’t. I should have faith in you. I guess you just have to prove yourself first.
going to get hair done blonde again ,bye.
tuesday after school, andrew came over for an hour, and we watched like hlaf of a CSI, then kaitlynnes mom came & get me. jimmy was there when i got to kaits, so us 3 chilled, jimmy left at 10:30. i didnt sleep at all that night. then yesterday, i had to go on the boat, in the rain. i fell asleep at 6, and didnt wakeup until seven this morning.
even if you didnt belive me. its not going to work out this time.
going to kaits, bye.